Today was the last day of my tests prior to seeing the surgeon next week. Now I am, as Bruce Cockburn sang, waiting for a miracle. Waiting is not always easy. We want to run ahead and know what the outcome is. I am not interested in what the psychics say or in having my tea cup read. My hope is in God. I know that whatever comes I do not walk alone as I wait for a miracle of sorts. Once again the medical folks I encountered today were kind and gracious. I had lovely interactions from the moment I stepped into the office with the purple walls, chairs and clipboards. The PET scan itself was fine. I was comfortable and the woman put me completely at ease. The man who gave me the radioactive sugar intravenously was also kind and explained everything well. I can only say that I have had amazing care thus far. Next week I am hoping for a miracle. I know that surgery is unavoidable unless a spectacular miracle occurs in the next while but miracles take on all sorts of forms. The first one would be that I have no cancer in my body anywhere. That is still my hope but I balance it with the fact that there could be cancer in the liver. I do not want to be naive or in denial. I must embrace that there is a chance that this is a a possibility according to the surgeon. I still remain positive that even if there is cancer, I stand a good chance of being healed and continuing on with life. I seem to be healthy otherwise. I know that many are with me on this journey, praying for the best outcome. That is a miracle of sorts. Not everyone has people to accompany them on such a journey. I am grateful for that blessing. I know that heaven is being stormed by so many people. I know that this does not guarantee a miracle or a cure, but it does mean a miracle in the joining together of hearts all over the world–in Nairobi, Rome, Israel, Germany, Singapore, Costa Rica, South Africa, Mexico, Canada, and the USA. Whenever Love unites strangers for a greater good, this is a miracle. These dear people hold me as we wait together for a miracle. There are angels amongst us and that is a glorious miracle. Peace, Suzanne